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jeanette
26 June 2007 @ 03:16 pm
i havent been updating in here for a really long time.
words dont come easy like they use to.
i feel like i have grown but i know i am escaping more than i should.

when u are older, you are just faced in making life decisions.

;

people are leaving and friendships may change?
3 of my good friends are leaving for australia 
and as much as i am happy for them,
i know i fear for them inside. :(

oh well, i am just grateful that i still have A 
even if he is going to be gone soon.
i realised i love him even more because 
i know he is also a good friend and a brother to me. (:

in all these things,
i thank You because i know you are 
somewhere looking out for me;
holding me, guiding me and loving me.
 
 
Current Mood: calmcalm
 
 
jeanette
21 February 2007 @ 12:49 am
Will do most of the daily updates at nette-.blogspot.com . 
So just tune in to that website. 
Livejournal will be friends locked for personal entries.

Will update LJ as often as i can. :D 
 
 
Current Mood: busybusy
 
 
jeanette
12 February 2007 @ 02:44 pm
Down with a bad flu and bad cramps.
I skipped school today. Gosh, i am in great misery.
and i feel bad for not making it to school. 
praying that Rappa wont read the attendance sheet
 
 
Current Mood: sicksick
 
 
jeanette
06 February 2007 @ 11:23 pm
hello. 

reading my tourism readings actually makes me very happy. i feel so enlightened and i am glad i get to see things from a bigger and broader picture. besides, tourism tutorials are so damn fun because TC Chang always makes it fun and you dont feel like you have to be forced to say something. If only all Geog tutorials can be like that.. 

PS tutorial is like scary. Gosh, thank God i am going to skip Rappa's one and swap to next week. argh, i wonder how long can i escape from it? i feel damn stupid in the class because we have to answer and clarify what we have prepared for the tutorial. everyone seems to be speaking in a foreign language or something. They are just damn good and intelligent. i feel stupid once again. 

oh well, need to brush up on PS module now. 
i feel damn far behind but yet i am too lazy to do anything.
 
 
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
 
 
jeanette
31 January 2007 @ 10:52 am
i will be doing updates in nette-.blogspot.com and this LJ. i decided to alternate and leave LJ for mostly my personal entries that would most likely be friends locked. dont worry, i will be doing updates in both! (:  

i will still be doing my daily rounds of updating on your life and will be tagging as much as i can. :D 

;

back to work. i have been a lazy girl. :(
 
 
Current Mood: boredbored
 
 
 
jeanette
30 January 2007 @ 05:16 pm

relearnt navigation codes and did a whole new skin. i am going to start on my christian series. HAHA. if there was one thing that i've learnt from the past, i know i failed to include the Godly aspect into my skins. well, things are going to change. :D

yet again.
mighty to save : http://www.blogskins.com/info/129434

i think i am blacklisted. Rappa is going to kill me soon. Din go for PS lecture and he randomly called out my name durring attendance taking. how unlucky can i get? Darn it, i am going to get it during tutorial next week. He is a super good teacher but he can be so darn fierce. ARGH :( 

got lots of tutorials to do right now.
need to start doing after i go for a quick nap.

 
 
Current Mood: embarrassedembarrassed
 
 
jeanette
29 January 2007 @ 06:19 pm
In my heart, I can no longer hold inside
All of the love i used to hide.
I'd always be with you until the very end.
In this world,
There is no place I'd rather be
You are my life my soul, my world.
And through it all, i know you'll come to see
We'll always be,
Till the end.

i submitted :
http://www.blogskins.com/info/129354


 
 
Current Mood: contentcontent
 
 
jeanette
28 January 2007 @ 07:19 pm

Sue showed me the trailer of Heroes and i managed to get Ziig to burn half the season for me so far. it is darn nice , it is like a mixture of Xmen and Fantastic Four combined and the story plot is super interesting. (:  i am still in the midst of watching everything. Pls dont let me get addicted. :D 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBwEd_g62Hk

click to see the trailer. 

a lot has happened over the weekend. Been spending time with the friday cg people and spending quality time with the rest of the church people. Late night supper with jeff, estelle and sue yesterday. i love selegie soya bean! :D luckily, i managed to study quite abit yesterday other than the fact that bryan spilled honey lemon on my notes and the words are all smudged now. HAHA. (: church is getting better , i must say and i love how changes are good. we are moving in the right direction and perhaps for now, i feel that we are going to drop our baggages and press on. I really thank God for the friday CG. though one of the oldest, i have learnt alot from everyone and i have really grown more right with God. i wish you, you and you were here to share with us that joy. If only things and changes happened faster then perhaps you guys wont have left and we would all be here still. (: 

truly, everything in his time. 

;

watched happy birthday with lynn on friday. Darn it, the show was super emo and touching. but i din cry at all. perhaps, i expected and i predicted the ending perfectly. i could hear soft sniffs and crying in the cinema when the show ended. oops. caught up with lynn and it was good to have her around . :D went to see estelle , barn and andrew rock climb at farrer park. that must be one of the most painful sports ever. eeeeew, no wonder abi comes back with brusies and cuts all over. it is really painful to watch. (: 

okay, off to eat dinner. (:

 
 
Current Mood: crazycrazy
 
 
jeanette
27 January 2007 @ 09:28 am
rish and shine 
wake up and smell the roses
wake up and be thankful for what He has blessed me with. 

i have been thinking too much.
i want things to take the next step but it all seems too complicated.
everything in its time.

off to study at the airport.
going to take my mind off thinking.
 
 
Current Mood: blahblah
 
 
jeanette
23 January 2007 @ 11:03 pm


if i have a glimpse Just an inkling of the truth
i see why i am me and why you are YOU
If i have a peek, an idea of the hows and the whys
i see your hand holding me back from my demise

You ask me to trust 
So trust i must, i wont complain
I walk by faith not knowing the hows and whys
i feel Your love surround me , for me that will suffice

So impose Your will upon me
i 've got nothing left to hide
i am waiting for this moment
if You would override

 
 
Current Mood: mellowmellow